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Girl Confessions
[x] I’m single.
[] I’m taken.
[x] I’m straight.
[ ] I’m gay.
[ ] I’m bi.
[ ] I’m easy and sleazy
[] I do wear make up.
[x] When I walk by mirrors, I hate what I see.
[] I wear toe nail polish.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I’ve purposely talked to a guy/girl my boyfriend/girlfriend didn’t like.
[x] I love chocolate covered pretzels.
[ ] I’ve wrecked a car.
[] I can’t put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I’d basically do anything for that special guy
[x] I get jealous easily
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] I’ve gotten expelled.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like rock.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[X] I like techno.
[x] I like country.
[] I carry a purse
[ ] I’d be lost without my cell phone
[ ] I’d be lost without my mp3/CD player/iPOD.
[x] I own/did own a Spice Girls CD.
[] I own/did own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own/did own a boy band CD.
[ ]I don’t get bored watching football.
[ ] I love athletic boys.
[ ] I love skater guys
[?] I love punk guys.
[ ] I love gangsta guys. (Ok more like mobster)
[ ] I love scene guys.
[X] I love gothic guys.
[?]I love geeky guys.
[ ] I love country guys.
[X]I love guys that are just themselves. No matter what style
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a tease.
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[ ] I can’t leave the house without makeup.
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the best.
[x] I would do anything for my friends.
[x] I have an addiction.
[ ] I drink way too much.
[] I want a tattoo.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[] I have piercings.
Aspiration Survey
$$Fortune$$[ ] Material things mean a lot to you.
[] The reason you try hard in school is so you are very successful.
[ ] Your parents push you to become very wealthy.
[ ] You already live in a moderately-rich climate.
[X] You have a job.
[] Money is better than love.
[X] You want to own your own business.
[X] You go shopping at least once a week.
[ ] You own a car.
[X] One day you hope to have a very nice house and car.
Total: 4
%Knowledge%
[] You get mostly all A’s in school.
[x] Many people call you very smart or intelligent.
[x] Sometimes you get good grades without even studying.
[x] You enjoy learning about the world and everything in it.
[x] You’re a very curious person.
[ ] You want to cure cancer or something extraordinary like it.
[x] You believe that you learn something new every day.
[] You read a lot.
[x] The internet is a great source of information.
[ ] You always have perfect grammar.
Total: 6
Family
[x] Your family is the most important thing in your life.
[ ] You come from a very large family.
[x ] You have at least 3 other siblings.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[ ] The main goal in your life is to get married and have kids.
[ ] You want at least three children.
[ ] A mini van is your choice of automobile.
[ ] You don’t care about jobs; you want to stay home and take care of your family.
[x ] Your family has a lot of reunions.
[ ] You would die for anyone in your family.
Total: 3
Romance
[x] You love to flirt.
[ ] You’re a mess without a boyfriend.
[ ] You have had at least 4 boyfriends this year.
[ ] You go on dates every Friday/Saturday night.
[ ] You’ve had sex/cannot wait for it.
[x] You love being held/kissed/being romantic.
[ ] You could never only be intimate with one person forever.
[ ] Looks/sex is the main thing you look for in a guy.
[ ] The best date is a candlelit dinner and a long walk on the beach.
[ ] You fall for someone very easily, but not for long.
Total: 2
Popularity
[ ] You are very popular in your school.
[x] It seems you are very easy to get along with.
[ ] You have at least 8 good friends.
[x] You want to be famous someday from singing/acting/modeling/other.
[ ] The best feeling is having everybody around you.
[x] You’re a very friendly and outgoing person.
[x] You talk to just about anyone you see or meet.
[ ] You are mainly the life of the party.
[X] You are in a variety of different clubs/sports in your school.
[ ] No matter where you go, your best friend is always with you.
Total: 5
**Creativity**
[x] You like to create new things.
[x] Many people call you very unique.
[x] You’ve been in a school play.
[x] Art is something you’ve always enjoyed.
[ ] You are in the school band.
[x] Music = Life.
[x] You love taking pictures or videotaping.
[x] Crafts are always very fun.
[ ] Your wardrobe is always very fun and colorful.
[x ] You’d like to get a job that deals with art.
Total: 8
Love
[x] True love really exists.
[ ] So far, you’ve had a very successful love life.
[x] Forget dating at random, you want your soul mate.
[x] Once you find your true love, nothing will stand in the way.
[ ] You’ve only had one boyfriend, or none at all yet.
[ ] Your main goal in life is to get married to your loved one.
[x] Sex is something you hold very sacred, and should only be shared with your love.
[x] The sweet, romantic boys are your type.
[x] The best feeling is loving, and being loved back.
[x] You would die for the one you loved.
Total: 7Kindness
[] You enjoy helping people.
[x] You’ve volunteered more than the required amount.
[ ] You would die if someone didn’t like you.
[x] You believe that everyone has good in them.
[x] You want to be the nicest person you can.
[x] Everyone says it- You’re a sweetheart.
[x] At Christmas, you enjoy giving presents more than receiving them.
[x] You regularly help people with their homework.
[x] You want world peace.
[] Little animals are the cutest things in the entire world.
Total: 7
Adventure
[x] Amusement parks are the best ever.
[ ] Almost nothing scares you, and if it does, you deal with it anyways.
[x] You love to try new things.
[ ] Bungee jumping has always been on your list of things to try.
[ ] You love all Xtreme sports.
[] Camping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] Your goal in life is to travel the world.
[x] You love road trips.
[x] You’ve been to another country.
[x] Other countries’ cultures really interest you.
Total: 6
Beauty
[ ] You admit it-you’re gorgeous.
[] You would NEVER leave the house without your make-up on.
[x] You’re always getting new hairstyles and dying your hair.
[ ] Getting your nails done is your idea of a good time.
[ ] You would love to become a model.
[ ] You have the perfect body shape.
[ ] Your clothes are always more than perfect.
[ ] You spend the majority of your money on your looks.
[] Beauty is pain.
[ ] You’re always tanning, even in the winter.
Total: 1
Fortune: 4
Knowledge: 6
Family: 3
Romance: 2
Popularity: 5
Creativity: 8
Love: 7
Kindness:7
Adventure: 6
Beauty: 1
OVERALL Total: 49
Surveys
- My name is: Becky
- I was born in: A Hospital
- I am really: scarstic or bitchy or moody or just me.
- My cell phone company is: N/A
- My eye color is: Bluish-green
- My shoe size is: 9
- My ring size is: 10 ½
- My height is: 5ft
- I am allergic to: dust, pollen, bees
- I was born: In December.
- I am annoyed by: lairs, someone who gets caught in their lies and cheaters.
- Last book you read: My Psychology text book Human Sexuality
- My bed is: A couch
- One thing you hate about yourself: my weight
- My favorite Holiday is: Christmas
- The perfect kiss: One that gives me goose bumps
- The last three cd’s I bought were: I haven’t bought a CD in ages, I’ve been buying more movies than CD’s
- Are you living at home: yes
- Do you have any siblings: yes 3 brothers
- Are your parents divorced: Yes
- What did you do yesterday: went to the library, wasn’t feeling to good, replied to a few e-mails, and made dinner
- I Believe In
- Love at first sight: No
- Luck: Yes
- Fate: Yes
- Yourself: Sometimes
- Aliens: No
- Heaven: maybe
- Hell: On earth
- Ghosts: yes
- Horoscopes: yes
- Soul mates: Yes
- Which is Better
- Hugs or Kisses: Both
- Drunk or High: Neither
- Phone or Online: Phone
- Red heads or Black haired: I have both
- Blondes or Brunettes: Either
- Hot or cold: Cold, I would rather add a blanket or cuddle than sweat
- Summer or winter: Winter
- Fall or Spring: Fall
- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
- Night or Day: Night
- Oranges or Apples: Either
- Curly or Straight hair: Either
- Here’s What I Think About
- Abortion: I think it’s wrong and if you have sex you should realize it is possible to get pregnant even with a condom. However if the baby or mother are sick, I don’t think abortion should be allowed. There are just too many people that cannot have children.
- Backstabbers: Karma has a way of getting even.
- Last time I
- Had food? It was about four hours ago.
- Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile: Friday
- Cried in front of someone: I don’t remember when
- Who is the dizziest person you know: Me, blood pressure problems
- Who makes you laugh the most: Current George and Tom
- The last movie I saw: The Crow 3: Salvation
- What I don’t understand is: Why women have to go through a period when they don’t want to get pregnant until after they are married? Why do woman have to have the kids, why can’t men?
- Something I always really miss when I leave home is: My family, comfort and my cats
- The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Hanging out with Tom sometime and getting my check tomorrow
- The thing that I’m not looking forward to is: Waiting for my uncle check tomorrow
- Tomorrow: I get to cash my check, pay some bills, and go grocery shopping. I also hope to read and respond to a few of my e-mails.
- Today: I’m just hanging out at the library
- Next Summer: I have no idea.
- Next Weekend: I will probably be working
- People call me: Becky, or something on a bad Bitch
- The person who knows the most about me is: My mom
- The most difficult thing to do is: be quiet
- I have gotten a speeding ticket: No
- My zodiac sign is: Sagittarius
- The first person I talked to today was: My mom
- First time you had a crush: I was 5 years old.
- The one person who I can’t hide things from: my mom or shelly, they both always know.
- Last time someone said something you were thinking: Today
- Right now I am talking to: Tom
- What is your dream job? Novelist, script writer, actress, Rock star, and huge Celebrity (I have huge dreams)
- First real job: McDonalds
- I have/will get a job: I have a job now.
- I have these pets: cats, Joey, Dirt and Reese
- I wish: I hang out with Tom soon, and that I get holiday pay on my check.
- The worst sound in the world: I baby crying
- The person that makes me cry the most is? He’s an ex-boyfriend
- Best sound in the world: laughter
- Person[s] that makes you happy:
- Florida or Hawaii: Hawaii
- Last time I cried: weeks ago
- My friends are: Special
- My computer is: slow
- The school I go to is: Life
- Last person I got mad at: my mom, but I can’t remember why.
- The all-time best movie is: The Crow
- The all-time best feeling in the world is: being loved and happiness
- I lose all respect for people who: lie, steal and hurt another person on purpose.
- The movie I cried at was: Freedom Writers
- TV channels you watch: Comedy Central, Cartoon Network, TBS, FX, ABC Family, CBS, and ABC
- Favorite web site: www.myspace.com www.colorquiz.com or www.aim.com
- I like/love: writing, singing, chatting, shopping, and having fun
- The worst pain I was ever in was: My teeth, I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out
- My favorite word is: damn
- My room is: cold
- My favorite celebrity is: I have too many to list currently Tobey Maguire
- My weakness is: Sweets, and soda
- What I like about the opposite sex is: Intelligence, charm, and how they can always make you feel better and laugh
- Who broke your heart: Someone who didn’t realize what he lost until I was gone.
- One thing that makes you feel great is: being loved
- One person that you wish you could see right now: Tom
- 1. When drunk, I tend to……. I can be moody, or goofy or horny depending on the mood I am when I am drinking.
2. Do you talk about Religion or deep meaning thoughts? Yes - 3. Do you Cry? Sometimes
- 4. Do you get Angry? Sometimes
5. Do you puke? I try not to - 6. After 7 beers what are you? I don’t know I don’t drink beer
- 7. Your favorite drink is? Pina Colda or Dr Pepper
- 8. Tequila does what to you? I don’t know
- 9. Whiskey makes you? Tired
- 10. Who do you drink with? Friends, my brother
- 11. Vodka makes you? Tired
- 12. Do you smoke when you drink? Nope
13. Do you Pass Out? Nope - 14. Do you drink girly drinks? yes
- 15. Do you drink alone? Not usually
- 16. Worst Drink you have ever had? The one brand of long island iced tea
- 17. Do you play drinking games? No
- 18. Drink and Drive? No
- 19. Favorite Beer? N/A
- 20. What is your favorite shot? Rum 151
- 21. What will you NOT drink? Gin
- 22. Are you a lightweight when it comes to drinking? No
- 23. Do you like the drinks with the little umbrellas? Yes
- 24. Do you ever drink Bacardi Silver? Yes
- 25. Do you like frozen drinks? Yes
- 26. Do you drink liquor straight? Yes
- 27. Do you ever drink out of the bottle? Yes
- 28. Are you drunk right now? No
- 29. Do you consume more than 2 alcoholic beverages a day? No
30. Do you drink a lot of wine? No - 31. When’s the last time you drank? Several months ago
- 32. Have you ever thrown up from drinking? No
- 35. Ever been streaking while drinking? No
- 36. Hot tub/pool naked because of alcohol? No
- 37. Failed any college courses due to alcohol alone? No
- 38. Ever hooked up w/more than 1 person in a night because of alcohol? No
- 39. Ever woken up & said “dude where’s my car?” No
40. Ever carried someone up & down the same flight of stairs due to their drunkenness? No - 41. Have you ever taken the shirt off your back to clean up a friends puke? No
- 42. Puked in a friends car? No
- 43. Puked in a boyfriend/girlfriend’s house? No
- How old will you be in 10 months? 25
- Do you think you’ll be married by then? No
What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Getting to know Tom and working
Who was the last person to call you? Todd - Who was the last person you called? Tom
- Do you prefer to call or text? Call
- Do you have any pets? Yes, cats
- What were you doing at 12am last night? Typing on my computer
- Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorced
- What medicines do you take every day? no
- How many states have you lived in? 1
- How many cities/towns have you lived in? 2
- Do you prefer shoes, socks or bare feet? Bare feet unless it’s cold then shoes
- Are you a social person? Yes most of the time
- Are you happy? I’m currently content
- Do you have a temper? Sometimes
- What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? Grape
Do you like coffee? Instant Cappuccino - How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average? A few
What do you drink in the morning? Soda - Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone? I don’t know I can kick in my sleep
- What side of the bed do you usually sleep on? Whatever is comfortable
- Do you like to cuddle? yes
- Have you ever been to Canada? No
- Have you ever flown? Yes
- Do you prefer the ocean or a pool? pool
- Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats? window
- Do you know how to drive a stick shift? Yes
- What is your favorite thing to spend money on? Music and movies
- Do you wear any jewelry 24/7? No
- Can you roll your tongue? Yes
- Who is the funniest person you know? Tom and George
- Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No Pillows
- What is the main ring tone on your phone? N/A
Do you still have clothes from when you were little? No
Do you shut off the water while you brush your teeth? Sometimes - Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed? Closed
- Have you ever had physical therapy? No
- Do you have a gym membership? No
- Do you flirt a lot? Not really
- What is your middle name? Marie
2. What do you want to do when you grow up? Singer - 3. What is your favorite flower? Carnation
- 4. What is your favorite color? Purple, silver and black
- 5. What is your gum of choice? Orbit
- 6. What is your favorite subject in school? English and Music
- 7. What color are your eyes? Bluish-green
- 8. What is your favorite book of all time? A Wrinkle in Time
- 9. What is your favorite movie? The Crow
- 10. Do you have braces? No
- 11. What are your siblings names? TJ, Matthew and Daniel
- 12. Pick the best: beef, chicken, or tofu. Beef or Chicken
- 13. What do you want to name your first born? Sarah Isabelle, Joshua Dante
- 14. Would you ever bungee jump? No
- 15. Would you ever run a marathon? No
- 16. Would you walk up and introduce yourself to the President if he walked into the room? Yes
- 17. Would you rather have earrings from Tiffany’s or a new mountain bike? earrings from Tiffany’s
- 18. Chocolate or vanilla? Chocolate
- 19. Favorite season? Fall
- 20. Pick your dream vacation: city, beach, or mountains? City or beach
- 21. Silver or gold? silver
- 22. Are you a Christian? Well it’s complicated. . . I’m still questioning what I truly believe. I know Jesus died and rose again, but my prayer never get answered.
- 23. Do you bite your nails? Yes
- 24. Coke or Pepsi? Pepsi
- 25. Night owl or morning person? Night owl
- 26. If you could have plastic surgery for free, would you do it? No
- 1. What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
Awhile ago - 2. Do you follow college football?
Ohio State - 3. How many miles does your car have on it?
I don’t have a car - 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message and what was it about?
I don’t have a cell phone - 5. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
In June - 6. Are you happy?
What is the definition of happy? I am content with certain people. - 7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
CVS - 8. How do you feel about your hair?
I hate it being too greasy and color never stays in long enough. - 9. Where do you work?
A drug store - 10. Last thing you ate?
Pretzels - 11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now?
Right now, no, but there are times. - 12. Last time you smoked a cigarette?
Almost a year ago - 13. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
Honesty, no. - 14. AIM or MSN?
AIM - 15. What classes are you taking now?
None. - 16. How many hours on average do you work a week?
10-20 - 17. Who do you like right now?
I have an interest in someone. - 18. Favorite NFL team?
Cleveland Browns, but man they need to get better. - 19. Do you watch the Olympics?
Some sporting events - 20. Last restaurant you went to?
Tim’s Grill - 21. Who was the last person to call you?
Todd - 22. What’s your sign?
Sagittarius - 23. Do you have a favorite number?
Yes, 13 - 24. Last time you did volunteer work or made any donation?
Church a while ago - 25. What do you spend the majority of your money on?
Bills - 26. Where does most of your family live?
Ohio - 27. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
3 younger brothers - 29. Ever been called a bitch?
YES - 30. Got any guilty pleasures?
Maybe who wants to know? - 31. Do you drink beer?
No
32. Have you ever experienced true love?
I would like to say that I have, but I came to the conclusion it was one sided. - 33. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
No - 34. Ever ordered anything online?
Yes - 35. Myspace or Facebook?
Myspace - 36. Do you have T-Mobile?
NO - 37. What was your favorite subject?
English and Music - 38. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else?
Sometimes - 39. Do you usually fall for the “bad boys or slutty girls”?
I have, but I have also been burned by them everytime. - 40. Were you an outcast in high school?
Yes, kind of. I had my group of friend that accepted me. - 41. Last time you saw your parents?
Mom-5 minutes ago; Dad- a few weeks ago - 42. Do you have any talents?
Yes - 43. Ever been in a wedding?
Yes - 44. Do you have any children?
No - 45. Last movie you watched?
Freedom Writers - 46. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
Yes - 47. Did you take a nap today?
No - 48. What was your high school’s mascot?
Horse - 49. Ever been on a cruise?
Yes - 50. Favorite vacation spot?
Labadee - 52. Do you have any wealthy friends?
Depend on what you consider what wealth is? - 53. Ever met anyone famous before?
No - 54. Favorite actor?
I have several Tobey Maguire, Jack Black, Robin Williams, Nicolas Cage, and Johnny Depp - 55. Favorite actress?
I also have several Jenna Elfman, Jill Hennessey, and Kirsten Dunst - 56. Are you multi-tasking right now?
Yes - 57. Could you handle being in the military?
No - 58. Are you hungry or thirsty?
No - 59. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Subway - 61. What is your average cell phone bill?
I don’t have a cell phone - 62. Do you own a camera phone?
I don’t have a cell phone - 63. Ever had to take a sobriety test?
Yes - 64. Do you believe in Karma?
Yes - 65. Can you speak any other languages?
A little Spanish - 66. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
Never - 67. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
2 - 68. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
Yes - 69. Last place you drove your car?
I don’t have a car - 70. What is your college mascot?
I don’t know - 71. Ever been to Las Vegas?
No - 73. Have you ever bought condoms?
Yes - 75. What do you think is your best feature?
My voice - 76. Have you ever been gambling?
Yes - 77. How old are your parents?
In their 40′s - 78. When is the last time you updated your blog?
Yesterday - 79. Do you have your wisdom teeth?
Yes, but I’m supposed to have them removed. - 80. Favorite place to be? today?
The local library before the bitch of a supervisor - 81. Have you been to New York City?
Not yet - 82. Favorite sit down restaurant?
Tim’s Grill or Eat and Park - 83. Ever been to Disney?
NOT YET, but I will go before I die! - 84. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Lisa from The Simpsons, Meg from Family guy, Bugs Bunny, and Anamanaics - 85. Last thing you cooked?
Spaghetti - 86. How is the weather today?
Cloudy, cooler - 87. Do you email?
YES - 88. Last letter/piece of mail you received besides junk or a bill?
From Tom - 89. Favorite store?
Wal-mart, Marcs - 90. Are you dating someone right now?
I’m interested in someone right now; we have an awesome connection. - 91. Last voicemail you received?
I don’t have voice. - 92. Do you drunk dial?
No, what is drunk dial? - 93. Stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
I don’t have a cell phone. - 94. What is the best city in the state that you have lived in?
I don’t know, but there is no place like home. - 95. Favorite band?
I have several Hanson, Metallica, Aerosmith, Nickelback, Linkin Park - 96. Last time you were sick?
A few days ago - 97. Are you bored right now?
Not really - 98. Last concert you went to?
Tait - 100. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Possibly library - 101. What was the highlight of your week?
Talking several hours on the phone with Tom - 102. Whose car were you in last?
My Uncle Chuck’s car - 103. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
I never know - 104. What color shirt are you wearing?
Black - 105. How long is your hair?
Shoulder length - 106. Last movie you watched?
The Crow 3: Salvation - 107. Last thing you drank?
Raspberry Lemonade - 108. Where did you sleep last night?
Where I normally sleep at home - 109. Are you happy right now?
I’m more tired than content - 110. What did you say last?
What is the name of this movie? - 111. Where is your phone?
The house phone is in the kitchen. - 112. What was the last museum you went to?
The art museum in the college - 113. What color are your eyes?
Bluish-green - 114. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
In May (May is a bad month for me) - 115. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
I have a list of people that are on my nerves, but hate would be a strong word. - 116. What are you listening to?
The movie the Crow 3 - 117. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
Good Karma, and A decent guy - 118. What is your favorite perfume?
Hugo - 119. Who makes you happiest right now?
Tom - 120. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Watching TV
121. Are you left-handed?
No - 122. What’s for dinner tonight?
Spaghetti - 123. When Is Your Birthday?
Dec. 13th - 124. Who was the last person to send you a message?
Tom - 125. When was the last time you went to a swimming pool?
June - 126.. Where was the last place you went shopping?
July - 127. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Ehhhhh - 128. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
No
129. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Where is my caffeine? Then what am I doing today? - 130. Do you want to be famous one day?
Yes for good reasons - 131. Do you like hugs?
Yes - 132. Do you have a life?
Yes it’s a small life, but yes.
Men Problems my brother and his friends
(Note: I only use the first letter as I don’t want names getting out.)
(I have always been the older sister, except for the first 18 months of my life. I have always been the responsible one, the reliable one, the understanding one, and the example everyone uses.)
My 23 year old brother and I have always been really tight. We usually can tell when each other is down and we have ways of working out things together. We also have each other’s back. I’ll be honest I believe that my parents divorce only made our bond even closer.
Anyway I don’t what has been going on with my brother lately other than his P.O. being an unorganized asshole. (His case is a really long story and someday maybe I’ll get the time to post something about it online.)
Back to my brother, I just don’t know what has gotten into him. He has this amazing touch with electronics, so his friend M. wanted him to fix an X-box. I remember in May M told me to have my brother fix and then use it, basically saying if you fix it, it’s yours. However my brother’s another friend D said that the X-box was his after he gave it back to M. (They traded it over some bike. However in the end both things were busted and they both forgot about it. Until my brother fixed the X-box)
Then D had to get M involved even when M lives over 300 miles away.
(I tried to stay out of it, until someone called me a lair. I’ve had a lot of things happen to me, but I don’t lie to anyone. I will admit I have lied a few times in my youthful life, and I always got caught and I always got in trouble. . . I learned there is no point to lie and if I’m told the truth then life runs smoother.)
D still got the X-box, it wasn’t working when my brother was done with it, but D still took the X-box home. D also got my friend G involved and I have a feeling G will not be around the house as much anymore. This is pissing me off.
I am also upset that whenever my brother gets mad, he and his friend B go out and buy alcohol. They got so fucked up last night that my brother I know is injured today and he also threaten D on the phone last night. My brother has this unbelievable high IQ, but you could never tell it by the way he acts. I think he’s going to lose a friend maybe more over a stupid X-box.
I don’t understand why exactly all is happened or what is going to happen because of this.
I will be honest. . . I’m glad M isn’t mad at me anymore (long story.) I also think that if D always get his way he’ll lose more friends and girlfriends than he thinks. I also he will learn nothing in life about respect and deserving the things he earns. He has always been a rich kid who has always gotten whatever he wanted, and now that he is over 21 he really needs to know what it feel like to earn everything on his own. I admit before I got my latest job I did get money for mom or grandma, but I earn my money. I would do things around the house and help out with the budget of bills and grocery shop and such. There is never a day I don’t just lay around and do nothing. (unless I am sick)
As for my brother, he is really worrying me that he is pushing everyone away and I’m not exactly sure why. What also amazes me is how many of brother’s friends can stay to be alone. . . that fansicates me.
Work: eh. . . If anyone wants a job, they can take mine.
Well, I have to work in less than 6 hours, but I have to be there in 3 hours just to caught my boss, who will have probably left early just to avoid this damn meeting we scheduled.
Anyway, I have learned don’t count your chicken before they hatch even if you deserved and earn them. I was expecting 34 hours in my paycheck instead I got 18 hours. When I talked to my boss, he looked at me like I went off the deep end. He claimed that I’m only missing 6 hours. I know better; I know I am missing 16.
Now it is up to me today to prove that to my boss, I have the scheduled hours that I worked and the hours I felt I did not get paid for. (I was disappointed that I didn’t get holiday pay, but I did get the hours I worked on that day: so I can’t fight that damn it!)
My schedule for this week is
(Saturday)Today 4-10
Monday 9-1
Tuesday 4-10
Wednesday 8-4
Saturday 3-10
My boss said I was only suppose to have two days a week, but my numbers have been so high I think he wants me to work more. Or maybe more people want more days off, either way: I like more money, but I hate the fact that now I really feel I have no life. All I wanted was 20 hours a week, and this week I’m making 25. I just I shouldn’t complain: it is good money, but it always happens when I meet someone. . . or want to meet someone, doesn’t it?
My work schedule is frustrating me, but I’m afraid if I ask for fewer hours that my boss is going to let me go, corner me with only 10 hours or make my life a living hell. So for a while I will work these dreaded hours, because I really need tne money to help pay for my brother’s court costs while he’s getting his GED. (I am trying to keep him out of trouble, but that is another blog.)
September Work Schedule so far
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Can’t Take a Piss
Sept 6, 2007
I had a dream last night that I was at my dad’s house. My step-mother was taking a nap. She told me not to leave the house, so what did I do. . . I left. (I’m sorry; I’ve always had a deviant side.)
Anyway, I walked to this local school to see the pastor’s wife directing a play with the kids. My father was sitting the second row on the left side in the middle of all parents watching their kids at rehearsal. The pastor’s wife said I wasn’t supposed to be there, but she needed my help. She wanted me to sit on the right side the first seat in the second row. I sat down as my father saw me and gave me an evil glare with eyes of anger.
My twelve year old brother had a huge role, but for some reason he wasn’t performing well. He seemed spacey and just out of it- no focus. He asked to be excused. I followed him.
He ran into the bathroom. I stood by the door. He said he couldn’t pee- he hasn’t be able to pee for days now. It hurts when he tried to pee. Nothing would come out. He was crying, but he acted like he was trying to be bigger than this.
I told him lets go to the doctor except the doctor said that it was all in his head. I said no it had a stone blocking his urine. They did an x-ray and I was right. Then I woke up.
Yo-Yo Dream
I have a migraine headache right now, so I’ll try to remember the dream details.
Sept. 6, 2007
I had a dream last night almost right as I got into a deep sleep. I dreamt that I tried to run from my life. The faster I would run, the faster I would get pulled into my endless black pit of life.
The more problems I realized I had, the more I would fall. I would try to climb out and run, but it was like I had a string on me and I would get pulled back in. (I’m in a job that I can’t stand. The coworkers are nice, and I’ve only had one really annoying customer so far, but nothing feels right.)
I see debt as this guy in my dream was burning money and laughing. His hair looked like he put his finger in a light socket. I saw chains against this wall, and just black water. I don’t remember if I fell into the water or not.
Times three: Bad luck
Sept 6, 2007
I woke up this morning and my world went to hell.
1. My boss tells me that I may not get holiday pay because I’m still on probation. Damn it, I’m probably won’t get Halloween too, if I am still there.
2. My grandma keeps spending money she doesn’t have and we’re in debt yet again. However we are pink slipped with the gas company and if we don’t pay $200 by the 11th they will turn us off. I had the budget perfect until my grandma used 50 dollars she didn’t have and I have no idea what I am supposed to do. We also have to pay the electric and we have nothing. AHHHHHH!
3. I also lost the money order for the mortgage and I have a migraine so I have no idea how to remember where I put it. We had a city-wide power-outage.
I had dreamt about getting this cat and it likes my grandma who wants nothing to do with it. The new cat is homesick and keeps crying which makes my grandma complain or it hisses at me. ERRRR!
Will life get better?
